Thy Worst Enemy...

While you are growing up you often trip. The great thing about tripping is that you can always look back at what you tripped over and say..well next time I am going to look out for that and never trip over it again...

Then you grow up or at least you think you are grown and tripping turns into stumbling. And just like when you were a kid you look back at tell yourself...its worst than tripping, I almost fell down, well I am going to look out for that and never stumble over it again...

Finally, you have managed to trick yourself into believing that you are all grown up, you appreciate all you have accomplished, you are grateful for those that are around you and you are only looking at the world with a smile until you fall over that which has always come between you and actually happiness.

As you are lying there you simply can't believe this has happened again...and this time you fell all the way down. When you turn around you just know you are going to see something, some fucking thing that you missed when you were tripping, some god awful contraption that was invented solely to make you stumble and you missed it again.

The only problem is when you turn around, there's nothing there. No foreign objects were placed in your path that you couldn't help but crash into. When you turn around and find yourself staring at nothing; that's when it hits you...and it hits pretty hard.

It's you...and its has always been you. All you can do is sit there and stare at yourself. You cant use your mind to figure out this one...its what got you in this hole in the first place. You can only hope that your heart is strong enough to take the onslaught of truths that you are about to encounter.

-DjD